paul smith designer-2008 , my final thoughts and feelings

2008 as well the last three days, it will never go without thing of the past, the pace of spring, however, to Shaw, but I did not feel festive, the only warmth from the mother's care, that I kind of smile is the eternal memory,
home has a half months, mothers do every day eating dinner, sleeping mother's bed spread, this happiness for me is a luxury, the mother every day for my marriage is long-winded, I know: She has devoted themselves to the elderly as a matter of waiting for 26 years, often thought of this, I can only silence, once the heart sky high, but life than paper thin, filled with ambition finally not a willing, bruised today, I can only silence.
Thus, the power of parents to launch the entire family, even the village, and even those who only know nothing, and I face against all the arrangements can only obey, can anyone know the concept of marriage, my heart: I totally disagree with the rural way of such illicit sexual relations, N years ago, I published my views, but today, all my reasons Compared to mothers 26 years quietly hard, everything is so pale and weak ......
This is my own way, others can not come to help me go, I always have to go, thin head of white hair to see his mother, I can only compromise
home to silent, feeling more lonely, lonely soul can never make up the village does not have much change, just next to the cemetery in the village more than a few graves, do not know someone, and then listen to the village people say, you can faintly remember those who truly grew up watching my old man, since they will be buried here, These people, living a village, is also buried in a dead place, but they never understand that living a little time for their own interests, intrigues, and even go to war radii thriller, and today, the distance between the grave and tomb so the past paul smith designer, they will do the same as when alive? the day before yesterday, the front of an old village died because of that quarrel with his wife, drank a bottle of poison, is back in the bowl to drink, people thought she saw In the tea, after drinking, anti-hoe to the fields from one, was later found, died because of quantity, since the old man disappeared from our sight, just me stunned: she this life, is the map What? hard to pull two children grew up, a lifetime kind of a few acres for them to get married Susukida page, finally just a little to look forward to the day, she quietly walked ,......
; home for two days under the rain, mud everywhere, the former asphalt, and finally bear the load for many years, the level of water everywhere, but our ranking official , grow cattle high horse big, strong sound yokel, in the village to sell everything they had into money, and perhaps can not see his performance, but also from no one to interfere, arrogant said that he would repair this road for years, but also only to be told, because too many people go, will ask more, but the real hands-on person, and only way to know
every night, I see pages < ; safety Nick Baby> friends about this book, says people will see only the nerves, and I herve leger store, but sincerely like, I like lotus security, like Knew, like Lun Lun, the text that the total depression make my soul tremble, let my mind quiet earth was already calm ......